Piano in action.. LIVE

Salam

hi all.

I wish you all have happy sweet Tuesday, today.

Coz I'm in happy mode when I remember what my friend did for me.

Not something big. Just some action that I really feel moved and appreciated it.

He, yes, a man played a piano for me after I said I want to hear it live.

But, through phone.

But, I still feel very moved and happy.

hehehe.

He played for me a song from Elton John.

"Sorry seem to be the hardest word" 

 He described his piano is not the grand piano so I think it will be look like this.

He also can play drum, viola, and guitar.

hehehe...

Surely he is a genius. Yes, compared to me.

How lucky he is that he have the opportunity to learn all that.

hehehe..

Soon, when I have children i'll let them learn and play a piano.

To stimulate their brain.

XOXO,

Kazu.

Good News!!!

Salam

Hi all.

I've good new to share.

My beloved best friend has got her first permanent job.

YEAY!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah. Allah bless her with a very good job with very good pays.

Even more than mine.

Alhamdulillah.

Yes, of course I'm a little feel inferior.

But, for the sake of my friend, I'll never let this feeling conquer me. 

OK. 

Till then

XOXO,

Kazu  

Bored to Death!!!

Salam.

Hi all.

Maybe it is Monday Blues..

Maybe I just lazy...

But for sure I'm bored.

So bored!!!!!

There are 15 minutes left before I can go back. 

This moment I think TIME fly sure taking its own sweet time.

This is why I hate waiting.

Waiting is so bored and sad.

XOXO,

KAzu

Blueberry Chilled Cheese Cake project

Salam

Hi all.

Yesterday I bake a cake.

Not exactly bake but chilled cheese cake.

Ahaks.

I make it for one of my officemate who will resign soon.

So, when he request from me, I decided to make him a cake.

I follow this recipe.

It is in malay.

Here

I love all of her recipe.

So, I guessed for those who interested to bake a cheese cake, you might just 'google' it.

I think the recipe will be the same.

Thank God I make it to take pictures before give it to my friend.

I know the appearance of the cake is not so beautiful. But I hope the taste will be wonderful.

XOXO,

Kazu

Wedding Invitation...~~~~

Salam

Today, at this very moment, I just got back from my friends wedding.

hehehe...

I went alone.

The best thing is, I went to Giant first, find a present, a wrapping paper, pay, then off to customer service counter, then straight to my friends house.

hahahaha... Thank God, i found the present easily. So, not taking much time.

Arrived at the house, put the present, find a table and eat.

Not looking at anyone and not speak to anyone.

Finished, go to find the bride.

Found. Congratulate her then off to my Ken,

Start the engine and going home.

hahahahaha....

When you go to a function like this alone, and being me,

this what you need to do.

hahahaha...

-Dont follow me-

XOXO,

Kazu.

XXXHolic Manga Review

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Hi all.

I've done read all the volume of XXXHolic from

here.

It is not just a mere manga.

I believe the writer took a very hard effort to make it the end.

You know what, it successfully make me crying while reading the manga.

Once because of the friendship between Domeki kun with Watanuki.

And the second one when Yuko-san left.

emmm...

This manga contain all sort of good things in value-ing people around you and what the most important is how you value your self.

It really deliver good things for those who want to think.

I would say that it has the same value as in Islamic relegion.

But I believe this is what the writer could do to share and deliver good deeds among youngster nowadays.

Especially gratitude and appreciate toward others.

We may living alone but of course we cant make it alone.

There are others who make what we are today.

We simply not live alone.

People dont simply become great. They need to experienced hard work to become what they are.

What had happen to us is what it should happen.

And what we become today is from what we had before.

Be grateful. and be optimistic.

It is you who to choose what you will do next.

It is your choice to read this entry.

It is my choice to read the manga and make an entry about it.

Everyday, we live in a choice that we make.

So, dont regret and make full use of it.

XOXO,

KAzu.

my feet.... is hurting.

Salam

huhuhu...

My feet is hurting badly now.

Cant sleep in peace.

What should I do?

Is not that I worked hard, it just I walked to much and in hurry.

T_T

Kazu

Good Mood (^_^*)y

Salam

hi.. 

I'm not that in good mood. It just I feel happy.

They said when you smile, someone will feel happy and of course you also will feel happy.

(^,__,^)p

hahahah..

When you smile, others will smile back to you.

Am I right?

If they dont, then they did not know how to smile.

ahaks.

So, no worries. 

Smile is a gift to anyone.

It doesn't cost you any cent.

XOXO,

KAzu

What we see.. We decide what it will be

Salam

hi all..

I'm reading XXXHolic manga right now.

here

hehehe... right after I updating XXXHolic drama version.

Here.

One think I really like about Japanese drama and manga...

THE PHILOSOPHY OF LIFE

hehehe...

You will get it if you want to see it.

You will know the good about it if you really want to think.

You will see brightly if you really want it to be.

It all depend on what you want.

Good or bad, you decide.

As far as what I read right now, you will get the same storyline in the drama.

hehehe...

There really a lot of things to discover if you really want it.

XOXO,

Kazu

XXXHolic... J drama

Salam

hehehehe...

I want to share what I really in love with right now.

ahaks.

XXXHolic

It is a complete series already.

So, you will not need to wait for the drama to come to an end.

It have about 8 episode of 30 minutes each.

A simple drama but quite interesting.

Oh, Before I forgot. Its about ghost stories.

But for me its more about the other side of the world beside ghost.

There is 'Rain Child', 'Wasp Spider', 'Dimensional Witch'

and some more.

hehehe.. Beside, They have some cute faces as well.

Not as typically ghost stories who have some frightening faces,

here you can see them as a not something that you need to be afraid of while watching it.

This drama is very suitable for me who really dislike ghost.

(Domeki)

One who cant see ghosts but has the power to eliminate them.

(Lady in white- Yuko, Dimensional Witch who help Watanuki, Domeki, and Himawari to find their inner strength. She also own a store where all the wish can be granted with something you need to give in)

(this is the hero-Watanuki)

Watanuki-a boy who live as who can see ghosts

hahaha...

For the first time I saw this drama, I really afraid to watch it.

You know that Japanese Ghost is quite terrible you know.

But, this drama it bring ghost story to another level.

I really like to watch their style and fashion.

Nice and cute.

I want you to know something.

XXXHolic is an adaption of a manga.

So, I still not reading the manga yet. 

But surely I want to try it out even though something in 'live action' is much better right.

ahaks.

You cant fall in love with a cartoon. But you may fall in love with the actor.

ahaks.

Why dont you watch it this coming weekend.

You surely will like it.

"There is nothing in this world that is just your own, 
everybody is involved with others and shares something with them."
-Quote form XXXHolic-

(Pictures from uncle. GOOGLE)

XOXO,

KAzu.

STRESSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

Salam

I 'm very sure now why I really dislike socializing with people.

especially me who become really sensitive with others feeling and emotion.

I can become so stress and it reflect at my face and the way I talk to people.

emmm... 

It really hard to work among people. It really hard to achieve one target and everyone agree with you talk about.

It will be easy if the decision comes from your self and the result is for your own good.

emmm.... 

I really hate it when my decision effect others around me. 

It make me feel stress.

depressed and unmotivated.

Aishhhh.....

But no way in this world you will not interact with others.

You need others and others need you. 

Maybe right now I just need someone to support my decision and protect me from falling.

emm.. If ever I failed, someone is there to help me to get up again.

Learning it by your self is what we called maturity.

So, we learn from experienced. Then it is us who decide in what way to perceive what really happen to us.

emmm....

XOXo,

Kazu

Person@New Friends..... Me????

Salam

Hi all.

I'm someone who live at village.

And live as one of introvert person.

You can say that I'm really bad at socializing with people.

So, getting to know new people is impossible for me besides one who i need to meet and talk about work.

Nothing more or less than that.

So, no new people if they not from my work circle.

Somehow, there is this person who want to know me through sms.

He got my number from someone indirectly at my work.

Someone who know me. just know my name and need to get the work done.

So, I really dislike this kind of guys.

Who never know about me, somehow just sms me and ask so many questions like, 

what is your age, where do you live, where are you from.

It make me feel annoyed.

I prefer someone who face me and directly said that want to be friend with me.

But the complicated things of me is that I'm the one who will choose who can be my husband.

So, if a man come to me and said that he want to be friend with me, I dont care who he is.

But if somehow he want more than that (in relationship), i started being selective.

No..No..No...

I'm afraid a man who like that.

Aishhh... I should just stay inside a cave.

Argh!!!!!! 

Ok. The more I wrote about my self, the more I think how ridiculous I'm now.

Who exactly that I want?

On what way I want him to approach me?

Haish!!!!!

KAZU is a complicated person.

 

Last cinderella Ep 5 Review

Salam

Hi guys. Sorry for late entry.

I've watched this ep since last week.

And now, they already have ep 6.

But this entry will concern on ep 5 only.

hehehe...

For Ep 5, I think there is changes of feeling from Hirotoko-kun.

I mean, he gradually really like Sakura-san.

Hahaha... I some kind of happy episode for me. 

But at the same time I feel nervous every time.

Thinking how Sakura-san will feel and what Rintaro would feel later on.

I believe the feeling of 'Just Friend' exist between two single people different gender.

Cause I have that kind of friend.

Nothing will develop even after several years.

However, no worries.

For this episode you just can watch the intimation of Sakura and Hiroto.

And some of Hiroto moment when he think of Sakura.

Picture below is when Hiroto come to Sakura house and asked for forgiveness because he didn't show as his promise.

And at the same time he met with sakura's little brother.

They spent the night together.

 

 I didn't know either to perceive that Hiroto really like Sakura or not at this moment.

Or he just acting as he should be.

I really cant help help to feel thrill and at the same time sad.

hahaha...

But life must go on.

Its either you know or not what others think of you. You just can perceive positively and accept everything as best as you can.

This is the moment where he feel happy and i know he want to show that he truly happy spent time with Sakura-san. No hidden or other meaning. A genuine smile from Hiroto.

In this episode also, Hiroto tell more about himself. What he do to cover his expenses beside taking money from MOMO. hahaha..

He actually a good boy. Who work part time at night.

Yes. This kind of man deserved respect from me. 

hahaha...

Later on, Hiroto has bicycle tournament and he being ambush by people who know Momo.

They angry at him because just left Momo just like that.

Here come Sakura-san to rescue him. 

Not supposed to be like this. But this scene is important to show that Sakura-san really think positively towards Hiroto and really love Hiroto.

I wonder if Hiroto really know that he should not play with Sakura-san heart.

Emmm... Ok. His love towards his Sister who make him like this. 

emm...

Of course-lah, Hiroto will win. hahaha..

He is the hero after all.

So, keep it short, this episode is the happy episode for me. I really looking forward to the development of Hiroto and Sakura-san's love.

Rintaro? just forget about him. hahahaha...

XOXO,

Kazu.

WonderBoyz- TARZAN MV Review

Salam

Hi all.

Hee.. Is time to share my mp3 playlist.

Ahaks.

Well, I'm not that into this group. Not even know their name.

But this time, they have a very nice song for me.

TARZAN.

ahaks.

Really. I really like this song the moment I hear it.

(these the guys)

Then this is the coverof the single.

Simple. and GREEN. hahahaha...

Maybe their music is catchy and the dance is interesting.

Why don't you try to listen it first.

This song is about a guy who livoing by himself and like a girl that seem far away.

Deep down from his heart he want to propose and going out with her.

At the same time, he is an otaku of TARZAN.

ahaks.

The lyric:

From this web: POPGASA

I want to be with you like Tarzan make a thrilla in manilla or an island
We dance together like we’re gonna be gone with the end, I’ll whisper to you so no one knows
Hold my hand, I’m your Tarzan (x2)
You’re my Jane, I’ll be your Tarzan, Tarzan, Tarzan
(I’ll be your) whoa whoa whoa (x4)
Hold my hand, I’m your Tarzan (x2)
You’re my Jane, I’ll be your Tarzan, Tarzan, Tarzan (I’ll be your)

Let’s only leave memories and get away somewhere
Let’s only leave scars and get away somewhere
Let’s only leave a trace and get away somewhere
I’m lonely in this forest without you
Can you hear me swinging through the trees by myself?
The good memories change into empty sounds
Close your eyes and imagine our story
I can’t do anything without you

Come closer let me hold you, why don’t you know my heart?
Got you rescue I’ll come get you, my heart hurts so much
Time’s a wasting stop debating, let’s hold hands
And I’ll take you high high high, please don’t say bye bye bye

I want to be with you like Tarzan make a thrilla in manilla or an island
We dance together like we’re gonna be gone with the end, I’ll whisper to you so no one knows
Hold my hand, I’m your Tarzan (x2)
You’re my Jane, I’ll be your Tarzan, Tarzan, Tarzan
(I’ll be your) whoa whoa whoa (x4)
Hold my hand, I’m your Tarzan (x2)
You’re my Jane, I’ll be your Tarzan, Tarzan, Tarzan

You were like the sun but you left so my blue eyes only see darkness
I can’t breathe and the forest is a mess
The thorns pierce me and it hurts
I call out an SOS to you but my cell phone won’t work
I can’t figure out why you left
I’m going crazy, is it all my fault?
This game of tag is now over, stop it, stop doing this to me
Hug me, block me, where you going Jane?

Come closer let me hold you, why don’t you know my heart?
Got you rescue I’ll come get you, my heart hurts so much
Time’s a wasting stop debating, let’s hold hands
And I’ll take you high high high, please don’t say bye bye bye

I want to be with you like Tarzan make a thrilla in manilla or an island
We dance together like we’re gonna be gone with the end, I’ll whisper to you so no one knows
Hold my hand, I’m your Tarzan (x2)
You’re my Jane, I’ll be your Tarzan, Tarzan, Tarzan
(I’ll be your) whoa whoa whoa (x4)
Hold my hand, I’m your Tarzan (x2)
You’re my Jane, I’ll be your Tarzan, Tarzan, Tarzan

I wait for that day, if you please come back to me, from here (from here)
So far from here (so far from here) nothing to feel
But I’m still okay, I’m here where the memories rest
I am (what you look for) and you know I can (I can be your)
Be your Tarzan

I want to be with you like Tarzan make a thrilla in manilla or an island
We dance together like we’re gonna be gone with the end, I’ll whisper to you so no one knows
Hold my hand, I’m your Tarzan (x2) (I can’t live without you)
You’re my Jane, I’ll be your Tarzan, Tarzan, Tarzan, whoa whoa whoa

heheh..

Nice song and lyric, right?

This song is a hip hop + pop song. 

So, they tend to repeat the same verse.

Introducing the TARZAN.

 and the JANE

hehehe...

Their group dance

You need to watch it by your self. 

It was nice and good.

This guy in the story line is somehow a will-wait-for-the-girl-to-realize-he-is-there guy.

The good think is that he try to meet the girl by himself.

But as a tarzan.

HAHAHAHA...

XOXO,

Kazu.

New Game part 3: Delicious Emily's Tea Garden

Salam

hahaha... After finishing Magic farm (Here).

I stop playing any game.

Well because I cant find any game that have beautiful character.

and of course less stress.

However, I soon discover this,

  hehehe...

I soon addicted.

Hahaha...

It is an easy game but somehow keep your interest intact.

There are times when you think it was harder.

But it is enjoyful game.

The story line goes when Emily want to open her own tea garden cafe.

But she had nothing and need to take a loan from bank.

So, in order to pay the loan, she working with different cafes and help the cafes to improve.

hehehe...

So, this game has several stages represent by different cafes.

The first cafe

This level some kind an easy level for me.

Then, once you finish it,

the second level,

At the beach.

hehehe... Nice and happy.

Then I think the third level is the seafood restaurant.

I cant find anywhere an image for the restaurant.

Then later on, I faced some difficult stage.

It make me feel stress.

hahaha...

I even need to redo the day as I can't manage to achieve the target or an expert target.

However, I finish it also with flying colours.

ahaks.

There also some trophies that you need to earn.

and the last stage is the Tea Garden.

I stuck at this level.

3 times redo the same day.

emmm...

Need to rest for a while and try again tomorrow.

I'm stress.

ahaks.

So, I recommend this game for you to try to kill your time.

hehehe... 

This game make me feel hungry.

XOXO,

Kazu.

Wise Words (^_^*)Y

Salam,

I want to share something interesting.

Got it from 

GU FAMILY BOOK.

Ep 12

Lee Soo Shin said in the time where he want to calm down Kang Chi after he 

really sad because of his family.

 “A man needs only a friend to share his thoughts, 

a loved one to share his heart, 

and a country for which he can give his life to defend, 

and he can say he has lived the best of lives.”

Cool right?

There is more;

“I won’t avoid facing the present 
just because of a future that may or may not happen.”

See, these words are said by Yeo Wool.

It really meant a lot right.
As a Human, as a friend, as a living person.
We should never give up our hope for our future.

I read the review from here: DRAMABEANS

XOXO,

Kazu

SMILE (^_^;)

Salam

XOXO,

KAzu

Sunny Day

Salam

Hi all.

It was a very bright week for me. I mean it was so hot from Sunday till today.

I cant sleep well at night.

Like today,

Even though the forecast said that it will be rain today, but I dont think so. 

It is a hot day today.

Even when you woke up in the morning and took a bath, there still warm.

This forecast is taken from my desktop widget.

See, it said it will be rain right?

It said so for yesterday too. But there is no rain.

Thankfully, I m working inside an aircond building. 

So, it is OK.

I wonder who need to work under the sun.

They must feel terrible.

hhuhu...

XOXO,

Kazu

Absolute Boyfriend @ Zettai Kareshi (Jdrama n Taiwan Drama)

Salam

emmm... you know what, I dont like watching sad ending drama.

I dont like to feel sad.

but tonight, I want to cy.

Really want to cry.

So, I watched a story that never failed to make me cry.

Zettai Kareshi in Taiwan version.

13 episode.

The first one is Japanese Version, and the second one is Taiwan version.

I had watched Japanese version first some time ago.

Then to night I watched Taiwan version to make sure the ending of the story.

It is the same.

huhuhu

T_T

I cried a lot. 

I dont like the ending. I dont like separation. 

I dont like that kind of separation after we having some time together.

As the title said, absolute boyfriend is what ever you can imagine.

For mr, this drama give me some light, enjoyment and happiness even though for a while.

The ending is what it should be.

I will never asked another kind of ending.

If you like to watch drama, and you feel lonely.

I suggest you guys to watch this drama.

Either in Japanese or Taiwan.

Both of the drama are awesome.

I still played the last episode in my mind right now.

and it make me want to cry again. 

T_T

These drama, even though I have the DVD in my keep sake.

I'll never watched it again.

(in full episode)

 

(there actually quite a lot of drama that I will never watch again)

 

XOXO,

Kazu.

Interesting Earth Fact

Salam

Hi all.

today is the educational entry. hahaha..

I found this entry from here.

Original entry is from here

So, 

Let see.

What you should know about EARTH.

See. 

It is full of information right?

I believe there must some of the facts that you just know today.

They said, "the more you know new knowledge, the more you think you know nothing"

Let just learn everything OK.

Be a good person and knowledgeable.

XOXO,

Kazu.

Live after MArried (My thought)

Salam

Hi all.

Today,  I would like to share my thought. Emm...

I just realize something. 

That life after married is hard. 

Especially when you are getting older. 

You might scared of many things. 

Like, your husband behaviour, your work, your children,

your income, your responsibility, your in laws,

your house, your car, your children education, and many more.

As I getting older, I gain experienced from people surround me. My sisters' life, my brothers' life,

my parent's life, my friend's life, from drama, and from book.

As you getting older, the more you want the perfection.

As you getting older, and still not married, you are tend to make sure your life is better than anyone than one you saw and watched.

For me, I love watching drama. I know it is not reality but I really love to live within that drama.

It bring me happiness even for a while.

Having romantic and suitable that perfectly for you and you are the special one with him it can make your day full of rainbow, butterfly and sweet.

However, as you realize it just a drama, it will bring stress and lowered your confident level.

I know now that young people tend to get marry early because they know less about life (in my opinion).

They are brave enough to challenge the life after married and withstand with that because I think they do not expect more towards their partner. They are learning together. Completing each other.

But, one who actually surpass this level and entering new stage like me. 

You are now expecting something from your married life. 

You are now can stand on your own. 

Have a car, have a job, have a single life, and you did all that all alone.

So, the meaning of marriage become a burden to you.

"If I can do that by my self why am I getting married to someone who actually can't provide me with anything?"

I know it just my thought. But I can conclude here that Marriage is getting harder for me.

I want to live for the whole of my life with him.

So, I become so picky.

Find someone who really suitable for me. Fulfil all my requirement.

But then it will trigger me, reminding me that I'm also not a perfect person.

All I can do now just be a good self to my parents and family.

Not for anyone else.

I just can pray that someday, the one who looking for me is one who can accept me and I can accept him without any doubt.

Because right now I really afraid of marriage.

Really afraid of future that lies ahead.

XOXO,

KAzu.

Kdrama: Nail Shop Paris

Salam

Hi guys.

You know that I like to watch simple and light drama, right?

So, I want to recommend another Kdrama that still airing.

By the time I start watching this drama. it just aired two episodes.

So, I need to be patient for this drama to come to end.

It is a interesting drama. 

They said, If you like Coffee Prince, then you will like this drama.

ahaha...

It just the same gender changes from a girl to a boy. 

But, the faces are interesting. And the story line also interesting.

Its about a nail salon that just employ men and not women.

So, in order to make a story that differ from others, Gyuri take the challenges and invade the nail salon as a guy.

So, the story begin.

Evnthough I dont really like Gyuri. But I have to give her credit as she can act.

And I forgive her as the hero for this drama are so handsome.

I mean there are three hot guys there.

Alex, Kei and Jin.

From the love of the first sight, I fall in love with Alex.

I wonder if I can have a husband who resemble him. 

hahahahha...

For now, Alex will be the main hero. I dont know for the rest.

For your information, Jin is Thunder of MBLAQ.

Oh yes, another one. This is short drama.It consist of 10 episodes only.

So, you will not feel so burden waiting for this drama to come to its end.

It really give the same vibrate of Coffee prince, You r beautiful, and many others of kdrama.

I would love to enjoy this drama so that I can play with imagination of having Alex as my Soul mate.

Hahahaha...

(which one is ALEX?, One at the right side of the above picture)

You should try. It will sooth your stress.

(pictures from google)

XOXO,

Kazu

JDrama: Last Cinderella ep 4

Salam

hi all.

I just watched Last Cinderella ep 4 after a long waited from last week.

I like this drama even more.

hehehe...

Sakura-san has Tachibana-san as her best friend.

I wonder will their relationship develop to another level.

I wonder where this story will bring us at the end.

This episode show many important aspect in live.

Such as responsibility as a friend, a husband, a girlfriend.

emmm...

It started when Sakura-san think she might get pregnant because almost she late for almost three weeks.
It happen to meet Tachibana and having him as her friend to hear her out.
She wonder if she really can bare her child alone as she think she might not want Hirato to held the responsibility.
I think she just scared that Hirato kun might just run away.
hehehe...

Then, she found out that she not pregnant after long way of being hesitated.
Thanks to Tachibana who always by her side.

Then, when Sakura's friend gather around (Shima and Miki), they want to meet Hirato.
However, Hirato not showing up as Chiyoko need him more.

Sakura-san feel sad and wonder if she really do the right thing.
emmm...

As you watch the drama by yourself you might found out more their emotional issue around Shima-san, Miki-san and Chiyoko-san.
(I dont know how to explain it.. So, I leave you guys to watch it by your self)

There are more complicated things happen in our daily life.

I dont know if this happen to anyone in this world or just happen just in a drama.

but I believe, every worry that been shown in this drama are true to some people in this world.

We some time worry about what others might think about us.

We worry where our relationship will go,

we worry about what mistake that could happen,

we worry about what others feeling 

and we sometime worry about others more than ourself.

I still feel pity to sakura-san.

I dont know either I want to feel anger to Hirato or chiyoko or momo or not.

They all live in their own desire and emotion.

I dont know if we can living by take others fault or make others feel guilty towards us.

emm... what I think might not what others would think.

This life is complicated as it is.

It is us who need to clarify it by ourself based on our religion, society, and opinion.

It is all about out dictionary of life.

I just cant waited for Last Cinderella ep5 next week.

What could happen to Hirato and sakura.

"everything that happen must have a reason behind it"

XOXO,

Kazu.