WW : Cute Cats ^^

Cute ^^

XOXO,

KAzu

Commitment???

Salam,

hi all.

just my rambling.

Since uni time, i really hate commitment.

Human relationship is hard for me to handle.

I cant keep my circle growing bigger and larger because I dont have the ability to keep it strong.

Human are always want something that not in their hand. 

As for me, when i'm a single, I pray to Allah to gv me a partner.

Then, He granted my wish and gv me a prtner. 

Insya Allah, soon will be my husband.

But at the same time He gv me problems that make me now really appreciated my Single life.

To keep the commitment, 

to play with one heart, 

to take care of one pride,

to understand one thinking,

to sacrifice your own principle,

to explain things and gv reason,

Why cant you just accept what I want, what I do, what I think, what I feel, What i thought, 

then you can advise me.

Why there always people who just think they are right.

emm..

Am i full of myself.

Am i just think for myself?

I just dont want to do something that when I see others do it, I fell shame.

emmm...

When you are being told that you are selfish, what should you do? 

Ignore it? or just leave your principle behind and just follow the flow?

When people have their own definition of "RIGHT" and "WRONG", we will always argument.

That is why Allah  and Rasul gv us way, gv us rule to follow.

ALLAH.

Forgive me.

XOXO,

KAzu.

Do not Speak when u are angry

Salam,

hi all.

 :)

it always happen to me.
I said something that should not be said and at the end of the day i just hurt more people.
or else the hurt keep getting deeper.

i prefer not to speak.
i prefer not say out loud what i think what i feel.
coz at then end it always me who did all the mistake.

I'm an emotional person.
especially when i feel attached to some people.
I not dare to expect anything from them because i will feel sad, sadder, even saddest (if the word exist)
if they can reach my expectation.

Allah.
Allah.
Allah.

Please ya Allah, release my pain.
It is You who hold everything.
It is You who hv all the power.
Allah is Almighty.

words cannot solve anything.
Eventhough I know communication is important,
Words always make me feel sad.

I just want to keep silence.
Keep silence till one day I can let it go.

emmm....
(See: I let my emotion take over and now i writing this post)
emmm...

XOXO,
KAzu.

WW: Dress I admire ^^

Salam

 hi all.

I really admire these dresses.

I wonder who can make these dress for me? 

Any tailor around Shah Alam?

huhuhu...

I got these pictures from here: JCrew

XOXO,

KAzu

Mini Dais :)

Salam,

Hi all..

hehe... 

I want to share my elder's sister creation.

with the help of my mother and lil sis.

Simple. and I love it.

Papers, felts,

and some decoration.
My lil sis choose the tulips. I just mention the color.
I just love it. 

If it was me, the background may just turn out so dull and empty.

hahahah...

XOXO,

Kazu

WW : My HB ^^

XOXO,

KAzu 

Super Junior: Heart for Leeteuk

Salam

hi all :)

My hero :)

I'm an ELF.

And I'm proud to be one. 

hehe..

You know that Leeteuk will end his army soon.

I found a project that have something to do with Leeteuk.

heheh..

Leeteuk will always in our heart, right?

hehe..

So, get to the point.

You may refer to this link for more info about the project.

I found it in sup3rjunior.com

You just need to print out the heart shape and write down your message on one side of the heart shape.

Then, post it to them and they will make an album out of it.

Later, they will deliver it to Leeteuk. 

Important note: Make sure your 'Love' is expected them to received by July 2014.

I think I want to join them :)
hehehe...

So, ELFs out there, let show our love to our leader.
hehehe

XOXO,
KAzu

Thinking??

Salam,

Hi all.

I'm in not in good mood. 

Still in silent mode.

hohoho..

Its far more long than first silent. 

First silent is in 3 days.

this one is approximately 4 days till this night. 

hahaha..

and the bad thing is that it can be more. 

maybe full week. 

Let see what he will do. 

The good things are:

1) maybe because of we have spent 4 nights straight last week (right before silent mode),

so this is the time where we spent our time alone and think what we have done wrong. 

(Basically, engagement is not the ticket for u to do what ever u want to do)

2) Everything happen is under Allah's permit. So, it must have good thing. it just we as human can't understand clearly.

3) from this I can learn much on how to deal with him later on. 

(what should i do, what can i do, what should i say)

4) It is a learning process for both of us. so, just be patient.

Even though we are in silent mode, I never thought to break with him. 

I need to make my decision is the 'RIGHT' decision. 

So, till then. 

Wish me luck.

XOXO,

KAzu.

Rabu tanpa suara

Its really a silence.

XOXO,

KAzu

Jdrama: (Short Review) Shitsuren Chocolatier

Salam,

Hi all,

I have a happy weekend and enjoy watching Sitsuren Chocolatier.

hehe... 

Put in a simpler words:

Its about one sided love. 

All of their actor has one sided love.

huhuhuh..

It is a sad drama, for me at least.

It bring back sad memories.

hehehe..

My own one sided love.

ahaks.

Its about chocolate, and what make me want to watch this drama,

MATSUMOTO JUN

ehehehe.. 

It has a lot of nice quotes.

Some are understandable, some are not. Some are so near some are so far.

You may read it from here. Nice website. 

Japanese Drama Quotation.

Sato love Saeko, Saeko already married, Kaoruko love Sato,  Olivier love Mitsuri, Mitsuri love her friend's, Erena love Sato,

huhuhu... A lot right?

hehe..

how they expressing their love is really something.

As Muslim, i dont think we can have their definition of love in our daily life.

Its up to us to choose what is good and what is bad.

so, guys,

enjoy this drama :)

XOXO, 

KAzu