The Blue Lily ^^

Salam,

hehehe... Thought dont want to do it.

But eager to have at least an album.

hohoh..

So, on 13th May,

we went to our famous lake, Tasik Shah Alam.

hohohoh...

It was nice. 

We are happy.

Hope to have more like this sooner.

hehehe...

XOXO,

Kazu

WW: Bandar Cahaya ^^

Salam

Here I pray to God that I will be able to visit there again with my husband.

In sya Allah.

Memory of 12 March 2014.

The best gift to me for this entire life.

Alhamdulillah

XOXO,

KAzu

STRESS

Salam

hi guys:)

I'm stress right now.

The more I think, the more I stress.

I just want to hide all things, n do nothing.

But I know, later I will regret why I just let it go.

emmm...

I feel alone.

All the burden on me.

the bad thing is I want the other party to feel the same.

Emmm...

STRESS.

XOXO,

KAzu

interesting article: 5 Things Single Men looking for dating

Salam

hi all..

I came across this article from yahoo.

hehehe...

It is a nice article about men and women.

About relationship.

And being approved by my Other Half.

He said by himself that the article is true to represent men as a whole.

hohoh...

What is it?

You need to read by yourself. 

Read it Here

I just can summarize that as a woman we just need to be ourself.

Be good for your own good.

Relationship is about chemistry.

Something inside that only you know it.

There are some people asked me a question, " how do you know it is him?"

I just knew it. I just feel very open to him and can easily accept him to enter my life.

The first step is crucial, right?

heheh...

even though once in a while during that time, i just wonder myself how I could end up with this person. hehehe...

By reading this article, I hope you will appreciate more ur partner.

XOXO,

KAzu 

Starbuck, Kota Kemuning

Salam.

hi guys..

heheh... 

I love spent time with my Other Half. 

And he like to spent his time at Starbuck.

He such a coffee addict. 

He love coffee, so do I.

ahaks. 

So, when we heard a new open Starbuck at Kota Kemuning, 

we just take thi sopportunity to visit the newly open Starbuck (not so new by the time we visit. heheh~~~)

It has two level. At ground floor, they have indoor and outdoor. 

While at upstairs, they have indoor and area for outdoor. but no tables or chairs provided at outside. 

Maybe it just for gathering. 

hohohoh...

So, the ambience is nice, the drinks are awesome.

It will give you more peaceful mind if there were no others customer who laugh out loud with their friends. 

hohoh...

After a few drinks that I've tried, I love americano.

hohohho...

XOXO, 

Kazu

WW : Cute Cats ^^

Cute ^^

XOXO,

KAzu

Commitment???

Salam,

hi all.

just my rambling.

Since uni time, i really hate commitment.

Human relationship is hard for me to handle.

I cant keep my circle growing bigger and larger because I dont have the ability to keep it strong.

Human are always want something that not in their hand. 

As for me, when i'm a single, I pray to Allah to gv me a partner.

Then, He granted my wish and gv me a prtner. 

Insya Allah, soon will be my husband.

But at the same time He gv me problems that make me now really appreciated my Single life.

To keep the commitment, 

to play with one heart, 

to take care of one pride,

to understand one thinking,

to sacrifice your own principle,

to explain things and gv reason,

Why cant you just accept what I want, what I do, what I think, what I feel, What i thought, 

then you can advise me.

Why there always people who just think they are right.

emm..

Am i full of myself.

Am i just think for myself?

I just dont want to do something that when I see others do it, I fell shame.

emmm...

When you are being told that you are selfish, what should you do? 

Ignore it? or just leave your principle behind and just follow the flow?

When people have their own definition of "RIGHT" and "WRONG", we will always argument.

That is why Allah  and Rasul gv us way, gv us rule to follow.

ALLAH.

Forgive me.

XOXO,

KAzu.

Do not Speak when u are angry

Salam,

hi all.

 :)

it always happen to me.
I said something that should not be said and at the end of the day i just hurt more people.
or else the hurt keep getting deeper.

i prefer not to speak.
i prefer not say out loud what i think what i feel.
coz at then end it always me who did all the mistake.

I'm an emotional person.
especially when i feel attached to some people.
I not dare to expect anything from them because i will feel sad, sadder, even saddest (if the word exist)
if they can reach my expectation.

Allah.
Allah.
Allah.

Please ya Allah, release my pain.
It is You who hold everything.
It is You who hv all the power.
Allah is Almighty.

words cannot solve anything.
Eventhough I know communication is important,
Words always make me feel sad.

I just want to keep silence.
Keep silence till one day I can let it go.

emmm....
(See: I let my emotion take over and now i writing this post)
emmm...

XOXO,
KAzu.

WW: Dress I admire ^^

Salam

 hi all.

I really admire these dresses.

I wonder who can make these dress for me? 

Any tailor around Shah Alam?

huhuhu...

I got these pictures from here: JCrew

XOXO,

KAzu

Mini Dais :)

Salam,

Hi all..

hehe... 

I want to share my elder's sister creation.

with the help of my mother and lil sis.

Simple. and I love it.

Papers, felts,

and some decoration.
My lil sis choose the tulips. I just mention the color.
I just love it. 

If it was me, the background may just turn out so dull and empty.

hahahah...

XOXO,

Kazu

WW : My HB ^^

XOXO,

KAzu 

Super Junior: Heart for Leeteuk

Salam

hi all :)

My hero :)

I'm an ELF.

And I'm proud to be one. 

hehe..

You know that Leeteuk will end his army soon.

I found a project that have something to do with Leeteuk.

heheh..

Leeteuk will always in our heart, right?

hehe..

So, get to the point.

You may refer to this link for more info about the project.

I found it in sup3rjunior.com

You just need to print out the heart shape and write down your message on one side of the heart shape.

Then, post it to them and they will make an album out of it.

Later, they will deliver it to Leeteuk. 

Important note: Make sure your 'Love' is expected them to received by July 2014.

I think I want to join them :)
hehehe...

So, ELFs out there, let show our love to our leader.
hehehe

XOXO,
KAzu

Thinking??

Salam,

Hi all.

I'm in not in good mood. 

Still in silent mode.

hohoho..

Its far more long than first silent. 

First silent is in 3 days.

this one is approximately 4 days till this night. 

hahaha..

and the bad thing is that it can be more. 

maybe full week. 

Let see what he will do. 

The good things are:

1) maybe because of we have spent 4 nights straight last week (right before silent mode),

so this is the time where we spent our time alone and think what we have done wrong. 

(Basically, engagement is not the ticket for u to do what ever u want to do)

2) Everything happen is under Allah's permit. So, it must have good thing. it just we as human can't understand clearly.

3) from this I can learn much on how to deal with him later on. 

(what should i do, what can i do, what should i say)

4) It is a learning process for both of us. so, just be patient.

Even though we are in silent mode, I never thought to break with him. 

I need to make my decision is the 'RIGHT' decision. 

So, till then. 

Wish me luck.

XOXO,

KAzu.

Rabu tanpa suara

Its really a silence.

XOXO,

KAzu

Jdrama: (Short Review) Shitsuren Chocolatier

Salam,

Hi all,

I have a happy weekend and enjoy watching Sitsuren Chocolatier.

hehe... 

Put in a simpler words:

Its about one sided love. 

All of their actor has one sided love.

huhuhuh..

It is a sad drama, for me at least.

It bring back sad memories.

hehehe..

My own one sided love.

ahaks.

Its about chocolate, and what make me want to watch this drama,

MATSUMOTO JUN

ehehehe.. 

It has a lot of nice quotes.

Some are understandable, some are not. Some are so near some are so far.

You may read it from here. Nice website. 

Japanese Drama Quotation.

Sato love Saeko, Saeko already married, Kaoruko love Sato,  Olivier love Mitsuri, Mitsuri love her friend's, Erena love Sato,

huhuhu... A lot right?

hehe..

how they expressing their love is really something.

As Muslim, i dont think we can have their definition of love in our daily life.

Its up to us to choose what is good and what is bad.

so, guys,

enjoy this drama :)

XOXO, 

KAzu

SUPER JUNIOR-M Third Mini Album - SWING

Salam

Hi all,

My Boyfriends are back.

(Even partial of it)

But I'm Happy.

A Super Happy fan

hehehe...

Thier Album title is SWING.

They bring out office concept.

workers who want to have a break through.

(Short break i guess)

They are cute in many ways even. As always.

I'M an ELF. ok. So, of course I always will like, praise and love them.

hehehe..

Their MV is awesome too.

They are working and somehow inspired to have a break from normal doing.

Ryeowook is so cute.

Even Siwon is so handsome and manly but cute.

He has a light moustache.

hehe..

Donghae is cool.

Enhyuk is handsome as always.

Henry and Zhoumi?

hehehe... I dont have enough words to describe their coolness.

Sungminnie? 

hehehe... Cute and handsome.

Ahhh... well, i love them all.

Their MV have similar cinematography like EXO's Growl.

But in more manly stage.

You should check them out by urself. 

So, lets check out their lyric

Hey, Mr! The time is now, no more waiting
Throw away the things that obstruct your dreams, don’t constrain your existence
Maria! Stop daydreaming, time quickly slipping away

Looking at the love that I can’t get but still hope for,
Why not just let go and say goodbye
Shall we dance, forget your loneliness, hold on tightly to both of my hands
Shall we dance, the memories of pain, slowly drift away
This song is my password to go through the customs, the rules are decided by you

Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! (Swing)
Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! (Swing)
Troubles are nothing, forget them in one second
Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! Hey!

Uno Dos Tres
Everything you imply, I understand subconsciously, the way I understand you just by you breathing
So Relax, Be Cool, be with me, I’m the only one dazzled by you
You come complain to me that life is sometimes crazy, don’t mind it, with me around the performance will be perfect
So Relax, Be Cool, be with me, Happiness will come to you like magic
Open your eyes, there will be new experiences everyday, be true to yourself

Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! (Swing)
Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! (Swing)
Troubles are nothing, forget them in one second
Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! Hey!

Sometimes we will lose ourselves while moving forward, our hearts will seem to fall into the bottom of the deep ocean
Escape through the rhythm, Dance with me tonight
Swing My Babe, Tonight!

Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! (Swing)
Follow the happy rhythms, scream loudly Swing Never Never Give Up! (Swing)
Oh Happiness, let me loudly declare it for a second, as the world notices me
Follow the happy rhythms, release the universe inside you, Swing Never Never Give Up! Hey!

Hey~ Yeah~ (Swing) Hey Yeah~ Swing Never Never Give Up!
Hey~ Yeah~ (Swing) Hey Yeah~ Swing Never Never Give Up! Swing!

hehehe...

I got it from here.

What are my reaction?

hehehe...

HAPPY of course.

hehe..

My Boyfriends are getting handsomer. and they are so handsomest.

hehehe...

cant get enough of them? 

Visit sup3rJunior.com

XOXO,

KAzu.

Some inspiring said~~ from "Emergency Couple Ep 17"

Salam

hi All.

Its Friday.

I hv watch much Korean drama lately.

But Last night I came across on 

Emergency Couple staring by Ji Hyo of Running Man.

It was a fun drama.

Portray the life of doctors in ER.

Not just their job but their personal life, human relationship, hope and despair.

I always skipped while watching a drama.

 I will just concentrate on scene that I like.

hehehe...

Ok, 

the point is, 

I came across on a nice quote.

" Decision is always has right and wrong. Wise people will make their decision into the right one and stupid people will just regret and put the blame on others."

It was how we appreciate our decision and people who involve. There is no definite answer for a things. No right and no wrong but we have the opportunity to make the decision we made into the right one.

It all depends on us. 

XOXO,

Kazu

I'm Back ^^

Salam

Alhamdulillah. 

I'm back from somewhere.

Alhamdulillah. 

I have a pleasant journey with my family.

Alhamdulillah. 

Allah permits. 

hehehe..

XOXO,

Kazu

The Street Cafe, USJ 15 O_o ~~ FULL!!!!

Salam

 Hi all

I will not post we were having for dinner, but what were left behind after 3 hungry people after eat.

Menu:

1) Beef Bulgogi Bibimbap

2) Kimchi Chigae with  Bibimbap

3) 2 bowls of teobokki

4) 1 bowl of nasi

5) Appetizer: Glass noodle

6) 2 glass of green tea,

1 glass of  mint tea.

and as the finisher

 7) Ice creams.

Alhamdulillah. 

I always feel satisfied having dinner at The Street Cafe.

The price is worth the taste and the portion.

And the Oppa, the owner of the cafe is so nice :)

I definitely come again with my friends.

XOXO,

Kazu

My BestDay Cake :)

Salam

Hi all :)

hehehe...

I asked for it. 

I thought to not have any cake for my birthday, 

But I think it is a must to have cakes even slices

for my birthday :)

So,

I asked for it from him. 

*shame on me. huhu.. I want to bought myself, but he insist to pay for it.

 

 Chocolate Chesee Blueberry cake.

 Turkish indulgence.

hohoho...

Sweet and nice. 

Thank God we just bought two slices. 

huhuhu..

Man in action :)

Love you so much :)

Thank you for being there ^^

XOXO,

Kazu